I am finally home from the hospital and although I am still in a lot of physical pain from the two surgeries I went through I am feeling much better now. This probably has been the longest two weeks of my life but I do understand what I have created and why, which I will share soon.

Thank you all for your loving energy and support. Connecting to you during the hardest part of it helped more than I can express. Believe me when I say I called on every soulmate, darling essence and "dead guy" I know for help during my ordeal. It almost reminded me of when I used to pray to god haha I will give a full update when I feel up to it. 

One thing I want to share now is that my biological dad, who lives in Greece, heard what happened from my uncle and he is planning to visit me soon. I have not seen him since I was 4 years old and only in the past few months did he start calling my mom asking about my sister and me. He told my mom to tell me that even though he was not physically with me he always loved me, and he was afraid he was going to lose me before he got to see me again. Interestingly I dreamt I met him recently, and I hugged him and we smiled at each other. He does not speak English, and my Greek is not very good, btw so that is probably all we can do anyway without my mom translating for us. :)