March 12, 2007 (Opan's Session notes from 2/11/07)
From Opan:
The pirate Mary Read, companion of Iona's focus Anne Bonny is a focus of Mary/Michael. Anne’s husband, James Bonny is a focus of Olivia. Anne's second husband Calico Jack Rackham is a focus of Patel.
Dawn’s son has a musician focus named Paul Van Dyk.
In “The Children of Lir” Aodh is a focus of Kyranei and the twins, Fiachra and Conn are focuses of Rai and Opan. Their sister Fionnuala is Iona and Tarmak is King Lir.
The Goddess Epona is an other-dimensional focus of Iona. Rhiannon is a OD focus of Thelma.
In the focus where Iona and I are brother and sister, in a relationship, my focus name is Jessie and hers is Jenny. Our father is named Jack and he is a focus of Connor. Out mother is named Myra and she is a focus of Tracy/Rafaela. This was on a farm in the 1840’s.
The witch hunter Cotton Mathers is a focus of Elan.
James Howe the husband of Iona’s focus Elizabeth Howe, during the Salem witch trials, is a focus of Mikah
Lucille’s focus animal is a hummingbird, but could not hear her essence animal so will have to wait for the audio.
Muriel’s essence animal is a sea lion and Grenadier’s is a penguin.
Steve L’s essence name Yuki.
Yuki is OE of bishop Ambrose of Milan
Yuki shares 22 focuses with Iona and 18 with Opan
Iona and I increased our focus count by 7 future focuses and 5 of those are traditional romantic relationships.
Iona has 9 princess focuses and I share 8 of those with her.
It is a pattern of Opan to be with princess and Elias said I have been with slightly less than 32
Opan has 3 total alterversity focuses. Two females and one male. They all teach there.
In this focus I project to the alterversity in dreams and teach a class there.
I asked a question for Iona that I thought would be somewhat pertinent to others, in which she has had trouble with her sleep schedule. She felt that part of the conflict was trying to conform to a be awake daily and sleep nightly schedule, which is not her natural flow. She, at times, also tends to sleep 10-15 hours a day or stay awake 30 hours straight. Elias confirmed that it is more of a natural flow for her to sleep more during the day or sleep when she feels like it and not fight it, paying attention to how much thinking she engaging during times she cannot sleep. I can relate to the thinking part of this scenario as I am a sound sleeper and can fall asleep at the drop of a dime, yet during the rare times I find it hard to sleep, I know my mind is racing with thoughts about either specific things or rampaging through general avenues and topics...thinking thinking thinking. Basically, for some of us (no absolutes) this sleep difficulty may have something to do with getting our minds to quite down and align with our bodies in sleeping... it’s a matter of relaxing.
I also spoke with Elias about my intent and how I incorporate my fear to pace myself within the movement of my intent in this focus. I explained my assessment of his interpretation of my focus intent back in ’99 and then his expanding on that definition after the night I lived. I streamlined both explanations into one defined intent in this focus, which is to be aligning Essence, Action, and personality to generate innergy that moves in conjunction with this shift in consciousness. Basically, since I create very rapid movement, I use my fear and judgments and even doubts, worries, suspicions to pace myself in the expression of my intent so that I am not freaking others out with what I allow. This is the reason I chose Responsibility as my primary core truth. Two qualities of my intent is to be aiding in lessening trauma in this shift, while also helping to “progress” or “advance” within that movement; and the second quality is for me to take on and experience, myself, main stream experiences that everyone can relate to as to lend innergy to that movement and to more efficiently relate, understand, and translate in communication with other individuals.
I discussed how my specific fears, judgments, doubts and worries and even my hesitations are tools I use to slow my movement at times in adjusting the speed of my pace to slow down and examine my movement. I create a personality that contrasts with the world we agree on so that I stop and question. All this so that I am giving myself time to adjust to my expansions in my movement in expressing my intent. The fears and such are quite purposeful and are not something to discard or ignore. We used several mundane experiences I had currently to illustrate how I have recently used fearfulness and doubt to slow down my movement so that I’m paying more attention to the movement itself as to allow myself a relaxation and an allowance of myself to adjust to the swift movement I made prior to slowing myself down a bit.
We covered my fears as they relate to my past experiences in unstable living and how my direction has shifted and I am incorporating a more solid foundation in my life---creating more freedom and security within expressing and experiencing that freedom. We covered how my intent and fearfulness is expressed in the employment/career area of my life, as well as my relationships: past, present, and future. In this we explored further, the 101 line of probabilities and the potentials I am generating in that direction. There’s much, much more but I’m gonna stop writing on this topic now...
Elias and I talked about some more personal subject matter as relates to my beliefs and my identification of them in relation to past experiences which I won’t bore you with. J I have identified all of my beliefs, core truths, and even all of my underlying beliefs that is to my present capacity to notice and identify with my degree of awareness currently.
I get major migraines when I am holding tightly to my innergy, and also at times when I am expanding in my awareness, though typically, it is related to my holding tightly to my innergy.
Elias validated my awareness of the many, many probable selves I am aware of, which I listed a few in the session for him. Also, he validated my interaction with a few of them.
Most of the session was him validating my assessment of my experiences, beliefs, etc. He also acknowledged me in my movement as I have moved through most of my Personal Responsibility issues and also my belief that struggle is more noble.
We discussed what fame means to me and why that is the primary line of probabilities in my focus. In that we discussed my awareness of my being famous when I was like 4, and how I had memories of the future I didn’t understand until the sequence of time caught up with me and I inserted those experiences into my officially accepted reality and understood who the people were and the places and why I was there. He also validated my ability to view my movement more in the moment through the sight of simultaneous time. There were a lot of validation, actually, and acknowledgement.
We talked a little more about my book that I completed and that I’ve not only set the probabilities into motions leading into the wealth and fame expressions, but also begun actualizing that signaling my being ready to incorporate the expression of wealth and fame into my officially accepted reality. In this he validated my idea to merge several different projects I have going on in my more and more successful sign business and in starting the reality show, along with starting the studio in relation with the production company I am a part of. He was greatly encouraging me in that area.
I talked with Elias about my expanding awareness of reality and how it works on a very larger scale. We discussed how I start to get pulled somewhere else in consciousness when engaging a certain state of mind that has been becoming more frequently experienced. In this, we touched a little more on worth and how each individual and each focus, each essence contributes to existence. He likened “where I’m being pulled to” to my “whiting-out” experience he explained to me in my very first session, in which I engaged this state of mind for the first time in my teen years. Basically that was a confronting myself in my larger awareness as essence, but holding that awareness as essence while in my focus. He said I have been engaging this state of mind more and more because I’m expanding in my awareness."
March 12, 2007 (Session notes from 2/8/07)
Most of the people there were tan skinned with dark hair but four of us were very different with pale skin, long white hair and gray eyes. Those four are:
Antar/Elias
Zandor/Malhai
Orellen/Oona
Sirriah/Rafaela
Oris is a focus of Jim's
Sarsari/Ciku
Zarrisch is a focus of Franci
March 12, 2007 (Session notes from 12/6/06)
Nina is Tumold/Ilda/Soft/Emotional and her essence name is Yushi. She and I share a half English half aboriginal focus as sisters in the late 1800s.
Perry’s essence name is Freemon and I share 31 focuses with him
Perry/Freemon fragmented from my son's essence Rai.
Ornah's focus type is political focus
Jimmy the comet Sumari/Borledim and Elias recently visited him in the dark as a playful introduction
Kahlil Gibran is a focus of Malhai
Malhai's sister, Nancy, is a current focus of Reese
Myranda has a focus as, Elizabeth the wife of Zachariah/Arkandin the son of Daniel/Opan and Abigail/Iona in the witch focus shared with Nanaiis and Sandel
My son Bobby/Rai has a focus as Layne Staley the singer of "Alice in Chains" who died of an heroin overdose.
Fran/Sandel has a focus within the Salem Witch Trials as one of the "afflicted" girls.
Fran is OEL of the painter Francis Picabia
Fran has a focus that would translate as Pandora of Greek mythology
Rose is the third essence that Elan and Iona fragmented from.
The three Yekuana females that I saw in pictures are focuses of Iona, my current mother, and my sister.
Tracy and Nina are both there too and Tracy actually posted a picture of her focus in her blog.
This is my focus: http://indian-cultures.com/Yekuana/Yekuana-12.jpg
This is my sister essence name Jeuwan's focus: http://indian-cultures.com/Yekuana/Yekuana-5.jpg
This one is a focus of my mom, essence name, Eluna's focus:
http://indian-cultures.com/Yekuana/Yekuana-13.jpg
Mihri Hatun the female Ottoman poet is a focus of mine, and her father, Yahyazade Mehmet, is a focus of Bruno/Tiem.
I share 74 focuses with Mike/Mikah and he is the twin brother named Tupac" of my focus "Urpi" in the Inca focus I share with Fernando/Opan and Uritu/Elan. This is in the 1500s
Anne St John the mother of the poet John Wilmot is a focus of mine
Tarmak and Rrussel are both counterparts to John Wilmot
Vinu/Rrussel has a focus as Sultan Malik Shah, and Awan, Carla and I are in his harem.
Elias and I share 112 focuses together
I have a focus named Marie-Claire who has a brief fling with Elias Bodreaux
I have a focus named Lotte Wegener, who was the first wife of the Austrian mountain climber, and friend to the Dali Lama, Heinrich Harrer/Elan. Their son Peter is a focus of Rai.
Radu the Handsome/Opan is the younger bother of Vlad the Impaler/Mikah
Fran's focus who is Vlad the Impaler's servant is named "Maria"
I am counterpart with Virginia Woolf and Georgia O'Keeffe
The brunette Dom saw on a train in Hungary was a pop in of my other-dimensional focus Jemima.
Omar/Zion has a focus as the lead singer of the band HIM named Ville Valo
I have a future focus named Franscesca in the year 2400 that is shared with Omar/Adrianna and Nicci/Elandra.
The character Prince of Persia is a translation of a focus of Omar/Zion. The character Kaileena is a translation of Nicci and Farah is a translation of a focus of mine
Chief Powhattan/Elan, Pocahontas/Iona's father is a focus of Elan. Pocahontas' sister Matachanna is a focus of Madison.
Elan has a focus as the husband of my focus Anika in Norway and his name is Jorgen
I share 52 focuses Ron/Olvia
Araili has a focus as the son of Michelle/Awan's son in the French prostitute focus.
I share 49 focuses with Araili
Mark/Ogean has a focus as a client of Lawrence's in the French prostitute focus
Aeron/Ogean is the apprentice of Malhai's Druid priest focus and the younger brother of my Druid Priestess Erynn
Bobby/Rai and Margaret/Madison share an Amish focus together as siblings Daniel/Rai and Rebecca/Madison, and they share 68 focuses together.
Yoshitaka, Minamoto no Yoshinaka's son, is a focus of Rai.
Minamoto no Yoshitune is a focus of Elan
Minamoto no Noriyori, the brother of Yoshitune, and cousin of Yoshinaka, is a focus of Mikah.
Quanah Parker is a focus of Dawn/Awan. His wife, Tonarcy, is a focus of mine, and his wife Topai is a focus of Margaret/Madison.
Madison is OE to Cynthia Parker
Dawn's son is OE to Andrew Carnegie
Opan is OE to Stand Watie.
Opan is OE to Tristan
I have a focus as one of Atilla the Hun’s 400 wives. Her name is N'kara
I am lifetime OE to Honaria the sister of Valentinian III
The twins Signy and Sigmund Volsung are focuses of me and Elan. Sigurd is a focus of Opan and and Brynhild is a focus of Oona
Muriel is OE to the singer named Bobby Gentry

