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May 25, 2006 (Omar and me)

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Taken in Portland, OR on May 6, 2006
 
10:27 pm

May 25, 2006 (Elias session)
 
I just had an Elias session today and I want to share some of the highlights. Elias said the next wave in consciousness has not been chosen yet but that it could be the wave of the senses which is not synonymous with perception. He and I also talked about scattered energy and memory problems, and how my stopping several attacks on myself during my life was an expression of trust in self, and we also talked about some things that happened when I was a child that was an expression of acceptance. I will be sharing my audio on my web site when I get it.
 
Fiona/Elban fragmented from three essences, Elan, Iona and Tomkin. Fiona's impression is correct she is not dispersed and she has 2 new future focuses.
 
I have a five year old focus named Adara in Portland who is Vold aligned and common. She is the youngest daughter of my friend Nicci.
 
At the time my friend Nicci died. I was dreaming of holding a tiny female spirit in my hand and putting her into a man's arms. Elias confirmed that was Nicci and the man was Elias.
 
I am doing an energy exchange with Twylah and also a couple of other essences.
 
In Portland I had an experience where I was looking at a group of people in a corner. I did not remember any of it the next day but Omar told me about it. Elias said those were essences associated with my friend Nicci. Twylah was the essence that helped me bring my friend Nicci through while I was in Portland.
 
Omar's essence name is Zion and Nicci's is Erasin. Omar is a final focus. His essence color is fuchsia and his focus color is indigo. His essence animal is panda and his focus animal is the African wolf.
 
Omar has a focus as Amnon, son of King David and half brother of my focus Tamar.
 
I share 132 focuses with Omar, 86 with Omar and Nicci and the three of us share 71 with Opan.
 
Fran has a focus as a servant in the palace of Vlad the Impaler.
 
Elias is Sir Palamedes the Saracen knight of the round table who fought Tristan/Elan for the hand of Isolde/Iona. He lost to Tristan.
 
Opan is John Rolfe the husband of my focus Pocahontas. Omar is observing essence to John Rolfe My friend Ciaran in Australia is John Smith.
 
Elias, Opan, and I share 70 focuses. Elias and I share 44 focuses together in close intimate relationship but I share more with him that are just acquaintances or brief meetings.
 
I have a female Samurai focus named Tomoe Gozen who was a concubine of a focus of Opan's named Minamoto Yoshinaka. Omar/Zion is his cousin Minamoto Yoritomo. I love this focus. She is very cool to me! :)
 
Bruno is Sumari belonging. His orientation is soft and his focus type is emotional. I share 72 focuses with Bruno. He and I share a focus in Bolivia during the 1600s as Indian slaves who are lovers. It is a hard life and he is frequently beaten for rebelling and eventually he is killed when someone stabs him in the back. He is a lifetime observing essence of Manco Capac the Incan ruler.
 
Oona and I are counterparts, and we share 138 focuses together.
 
Opan is close to officially accepting the entire belief system of duplicity
 
Opan's essence color is phosphorescent white
 
Dawn is correct, Rod is a focus of Ordin, Lynnie is a focus of Ayla and Tomkin is her son when she is Lynnie.
 
My 14 year old son's new girlfriend Tori/Aspyn fragmented from me.
 
Ramone Wilson is a focus of Ashan born in 1940 and Barbara Jean Porter is a focus of mine born in 1942 Detroit. They fall in love while in high school, but have to hide because they are a mixed race couple. He is eventually drafted and goes to Vietnam where he is  killed. Barbara never marries but has a daughter from a one night stand during the hippie era. I share 46 focuses with Ashan.
 
Several of us share a pirate focus with Elias. My focus, Genevieve/Iona and her sister, Elizabeth (a focus of Reese's friend) are captured by Dutch pirates while they were on their way to America. My focus and her sister choose to stay with Elias and the others. Although I forgot to have it confirmed I know that the youngest brother of Genevieve and Elizabeth is a focus of Arailli. He was also captured.
 
The Pirates are:
 
Ambrosius/Elias - The captain
 
Cornelis/Reese - pirate
 
Nathaniel/Opan - pirate
 
Antoine/Malhai - pirate
 
lucius/Connor - The pirate ships cook
 
Elias confirmed my Michael Teachings chart to be accurate. I will be posting it on my site later.
 
In the Michael Teachings the seven roles loosely translate to the essence families.
 
Priest = Tumold/Milumet
 
Servers = Borledim
 
Sages = Ilda/Sumari
 
Scholar = Sumafi
 
Warriors = Zuli
 
Artisans = Gramada
 
Kings = Zuli and Vold
 
I tried to remember all the questions people asked me to ask E but I think I may have missed a couple because I forgot where I wrote it down. If I missed your question you can message me privately and I will ask in my next session. I had such a great time with Elias. I can't wait for the audio. :)
2:18 am

May 16th 2006 (The Oregon Tale)
 
 
I arrived in Portland on May 6th around 6:30 pm. Omar met me at the airport and Nina was at the house resting. When we got back to his house another friend of Nicci's came over and we all talked for awhile before she went back to her motel and we went to bed. That night I had a very strong and emotional energy experience with Nina, and my dreams during the first night were filled with images of past and future lives she and I share. At times during the night I felt very protective of her and other times I even felt romantic feelings toward her. Although my memories of it are not clear the energy of it has stayed with me. She is a lovely intelligent young woman, and I am happy to have been able to share that with her.
 
The next morning it was cloudy and raining but that was perfect because Nicci loved rainy days, so it was very fitting. Omar says she found them romantic and soothing. I agree. I often prefer rainy days to sunny, and love the energy of a storm. As we were getting ready to go to Ecola State Park to scatter Nicci's ashes a few of Nicci's friends came to the house and then we picked up her other friend at the motel and drove the two hour trip to the coast.
 
When we got there it was raining a bit harder than in Portland, and it was kind of cold and windy to me, (being used to Florida) but everyone else seemed to be ok with the weather. We all walked down to Indian Beach, and Omar jumped over some rocks and running water and then everyone followed him. Nina, being the closest in size to me, made it across by balancing on some logs, but I was not so brave. I tried a few times to find a spot to cross over but being shorter than the others I could not clear the rocks and water. I watched as Omar took off his shoes and walked out into the surf. He scattered Nicci's ashes. It was both sad and beautiful to watch him out there. That is when I noticed a raven, a symbol of rebirth and renewal. I walked toward it and it flew. I followed and it led me to a small waterfall. That is where I was able to have my own moment with Nicci since I had not been able to follow the others. The area and the energy was very peaceful. I will always remember it.
 
Omar then walked back to me as the others continued to have their time with Nicci. When he got back to where I was he noticed that his ring was gone. It had come off while he was scattering her ashes. We agreed that Nicci took it with her. The ride back was solemn and no one spoke much. Later that evening Omar and I drove Nina to the airport and he and I returned home.
 
I spent my time in Portland appreciating Omar very much and I still do. Despite his pain he was a perfect host to me and made sure I was comfortable and had whatever I needed while I was there. He is an incredible friend and I found out just how much he loved his wife when I opened myself up to do an energy exchange with her and allowed her to speak to him through me. I have no conscious memory of what happened (although I feel it all on a subjective level) but Omar knew it was Nicci as soon as she came through. It is funny because Nicci actually used to channel different focuses and aspects of me over the years and now I was able to return the favor. I hope that I can continue to be that open. 
 
Omar also did an intense energy healing on me while I was there and I feel that it helped me to release many of my blocks and self judgments. I felt freer and lighter afterwards and since then I have also noticed many of my health problems have cleared. When he took me to the Japanese garden I felt very much at peace and I feel part of that has to do with his healing energy and just being in his presence helped sooth and relax me. Omar is the kind of person I expect to have a lifelong friendship with. Thank you Omar for being so wonderful.
 
 
7:34 pm

May 5, 2006


I am leaving for Portland, OR tomorrow to spend 8 days with my friend Omar. At first I was afraid to travel because I have never had to change planes before and it is such a long flight. Somehow I managed to create not having to change planes but there is a short stop in Albuquerque, NM. Not having to change planes came as a complete surprise to me, but we of the soft orientation do like to surprise ourselves, or so I have been told. :) 

If anyone in the forum is in the Portland area and would like to meet up email me privately with your phone number and I will give you a call. My email can be found here on my website.

Our friend Nina is also flying in from MN tomorrow and Sunday we will have a memorial for Nicci. Your love, energy and support is greatly appreciated. Thank you.

5:15 pm

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