Wow where to start... Many changes in my life are happening right now and I have not really felt like keeping up with my groups or email lately. I want to apologize to everyone I have not responded to in the past few weeks. I do intend to answer all my email at some point, or at least give some of you a call to update you on what is going on.

 

I had another get-together with Elias forum friends a couple of weeks ago and it was wonderful as always. I got some really cool birthday gifts, from Cara, Inez, Malhai and Opan, which I love very much. I am going to take a picture of the beautiful bag Luanne/Inez made for me and post it later. Oba joined us this time and he played his guitar for us, and shared his OD artifacts with us too. He is very talented, not only on the guitar, but also with his artwork too. Actually all of them are very talented and I am very happy to have them all as my friends. :)

 

We had another C9 session and she was her usual charming self. I will post some session highlights on my site later once I get a C9 page up. I also had an awesome Elias session on December 5th which I will be posting to my Elias audio page once I get the tape. I have added my newly confirmed focuses to my focus page too. I had a great time with Elias, and this was probably the most intimate session I have had with him to date. I felt very loved and accepted as usual but even more so this time. I guess it is because of my allowance of that love and acceptance, and not just from Elias but from others as well. I was very happy with my interactions with both Elias and C9. I love my dead guys and girls. hahahah

 

So what else... um, yes, "J" is moving out, but he is only moving about a mile away if even. I was helping him today, and will finish over the next couple of days. I may stay over there tonight since the electrician will be here early in the morning and I can't be in my room while he does the work. I will also help J unpack and get settled. It is strange how this all is unfolding.

 

In general I am very happy with my life and the flow of it at the moment. I am sure there will be some more surprises down the road, but as long as I am not fighting myself things seem to go rather smoothly, and I am not afraid of what I am creating. I only see freedom and happiness as a result of my current choices.

 

Even so... I can't help but be a little sad, and I can't hold back the tears as I pack these boxes in preparation for the move.

 

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"She said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you're living in between the lines
And all the stars they sparkle and shine everyday

He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way

I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on

He said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it all between the lines
Of everything I want and I want to find, one of these days

What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong

I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on"

 

 

I want to wish a very Happy Birthday to the love of my life, Robert Midnight who is 14 years old today. I love you honey!!!!

 

Hope your day is wonderful!!!!